Songtext I no longer fear the razor guarding my heel (v) $uicideboy$

I no longer fear the razor guarding my heel (v)

You did good $lick
(It's a SMASH!)
Shoot on a trick, when I’m thick
Slick ain't got no sorrow bitch
Shoot on a trick, shoot on a trick
Slick ain't got no sorrow bitch
Shoot on a trick, when I’m thick
Slick ain't got no sorrow bitch
Shoot on a trick, shoot on a trick
Slick ain't got no sorrow bitch

Can I ever get a moment to myself
Each moment that passes is fleeting
I try and I try to escape my own life
At this point yeah she call me pleading (Oddy don't)
And don't waste your time [?]
I'm so overwhelmed I'm [?]
Back in at the heart [?]
[?]
Addicted to sex, addicted to drugs
Really whatever will make me feel nothing
I don't care what you’re thinking
I don’t give a fuck
I'm still out here shining as bright as the sun
No matter how hard it gets
No matter how tough
Don’t disobey when I say "Give me the gun"
If I don't let my demons out to breathe
I'll end up with some horns and a pair of fucking wings
Come and visit me from time to time (From time to time)
To all them bitches I was ever with
Yeah you're still on my mind

Huh huh, aye
Yeah, pushing the coupe in the rain
Think I been going insane
Popping and smoking and drinking
This how I been coping and dealing with pain
Snort up a line with my Mom, yeah
I just be hoping to ball
Another day working away
[?]
[?] I'll cook in her mouth when [?]
[?]
But I grumble along
Cause my day just hit a new low (Fuck)
Everyday bad news, everyday cashews
Fuck what I did [?]
Fuck that poetic shit, gotta pour medicine
Glock to my brain [?]
I just want to run away
But all I ever do is run in place
The tears I cried it could’ve iced my chain
And on the best days I can't feel my face

No matter how hard it gets
No matter how tough
My face, my face
I can't feel my face
No matter how hard it gets
No matter how tough
My face, my face
I can't feel my face
My face, my face
I can't feel my face
No matter how hard it gets
No matter how tough
My face, my face
I can't feel my face

[Part II: Finding Shelter in My Larynx]

[Interlude: Compilation Version]

[Intro]
You did good $lick
(It's a SMASH!)

[Verse 1: LIL HALF CUT]
I'm screaming fuck love
Cause I guess I never got enough
Shark attack, an album every summer like I'm Oddy Nuff
Grey Gorilla, I'm gripping my Harambe nuts
How can I trust when my own blood be acting sus (FUCK!)
I got feelings, I can never feel
Keeping a blade up under my tongue
Just so I can guard my heel
Constantly eating pills
Like I never skip a meal
At most they want to chill
But I just give them this for real

[Bridge]
Your call has been forwarded to an automated voice messaging service
[Verse 2: LORD OF LONELINESS]
All these missed calls
Texts left unread
When I do answer the phone
It's usually "Who is this again?"
I can see it in their eyes
That they see me as a check, as a threat
Fucking hating on me
Waiting on me to miss a fucking step
They would love to catch me slipping
Yeah that's why I learned to fly
I was tryna touch the sun before I fall to my demise
Broken skeleton scattered
I'm only buzzing cause of the flies
But I gained a million listeners on Spotify, overnight

(You did good $lick)
Yeah playa, yeah playa, all my teeth gold
Damn playa, damn playa, I still can't sleep though
Yeah playa, yeah playa, all my teeth gold
Damn playa, damn playa, I still can't sleep though
Yeah playa, yeah playa, all my teeth gold
Damn playa, damn playa, I still can't sleep though
Yeah playa, yeah playa (Wetto), all my teeth gold (Wetto)
Damn playa ($licky), damn playa, I still can't sleep though

Lately I been feeling like I don't know who the fuck I am
Tryna figure out where the stage ends and I begin
'Till the bitter end, I proceed with a hollow walk
Cut my wolves and call it up
Watch me as I [?]
Yeah, pull up culling and they wondering what [?]
I say what I want and what you can't afford to say
Unless I'm hollering "Grey" [?] (Grey, grey, grey!)
I made the gang and I made the way
And I made the wave and it's here to stay
Yeah, faking a smile while I flex [?]
Going up on my head need to [?] on my girl
[?] and you stressing about it
[?]
And now I remember just who I am
But give me the [?] and I'm gone again (Gone)

Yeah playa, yeah playa, all my teeth gold
Damn playa, damn playa, I still can't sleep though

My type of vacation is isolation
I wanna be left alone
Gonna see how long I loathe
Until I get to fighting off temptations
Self annihilation
[?]
I can't fucking stop it now
It's all coming down
[?]
I wish I could get it out
Take away my stomach
Fucking rip it all apart
The holo gauge [?]
That used to hold my heart
I know I'm meant to be alone
I can feel it in my bones
And in my soul

Yeah playa, yeah playa, all my teeth gold
Damn playa, damn playa, I still can't sleep though